too much going on in my head..

Lately I have been thinking a lot about everything and anything.. Like happiness, choices, judgment, the gospel, family, friends, and myself.. (I am sure there are many more things but can't think of them right now) I will go over a little bit of what I have been thinking about of each othe them.

Happiness-
I believe that I determine my own happiness. It is up to me to make me happy. I can't expect someone else to make me happy because its not there job to make me happy. They can benefit from my happiness and they can make me happy in some way but it rest on my own shoulders.

Choices-
We all make choices.. It is up to us to deal with those choices we made. No one else is accountable for them but ourselves. I know that we wish we could help those who have made bad choices and we can be there for them but we can't make them change or want to be better. They are going to have to hit rock bottom by themselves first and then want to make their life better. It hurts to watch them make choices that affect their lives but we can't judge them on the choices they make.

Judgement-
No one has the right to judge but Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. They are the only ones who understand our hearts and where we are at when we make those choices. Therefore they are the only ones who are aloud to pass judment. It's just not in our job description and we don't know what other people have been through to be where they are today. I try really hard not to pass judgment because it's not my place. I believe that everyone should have the chance to want to change and do it so they can make their lives better!

The Gospel-
I honestly don't know where I would be without the gospel in my life! It plays just a major part of it. It is who I am. I am a daughter of God and I want to live up to all my potential. It is hard and Satan knows how to get to us but we have to be strong in our testimony and our faith to not get under his grasp. I know I can reach my full potential by doing what is right and being in the right places!

Family-
Family is so important! I don't know where I would be without them! I hurt when they hurt, I love them so much! I couldn't imagine not having my family around all the time and as we all make our decisions about life and where we end up we are started to get seperated a little but I do understand how important they are in my life! I wouldn't be who I am without them! Family are the poeple who have your backs no matter what you are going through! They are the ones that help you through everything your going through! They are the most important people in your life!

Friends-
I love my friends! I am so grateful for the friends in my life who make me want to be a better person in all aspects of my life! They are the people who I want to be more like. They are the examples I have to stay strong. Who are there for me when I am going through a hard time and are there to listen to me ramble or talk about what is bugging me in my life or what is making me happy. They are the best! I don't have many but the ones I do have I cherish so much!!

Myself-
Such a big topic! I feel like I mess things up for myself sometimes. I say something at the wrong time and lose out on friendships or whatever else I am trying to acheive. I realize that sometimes it would be better to keep things to myself. I need to work on me and not being so down on myself sometimes. I am a pretty confident person and I am very strong in who I am but when it comes to certain aspects of my life it gets hard for me.

Like boys..
I fall for the wrong ones and I end up getting hurt. Or I go through the I am not pretty enough or skinny enough or not good enough to find someone. I go through the boys only like the pretty girls and the skinny girls. It's hard to put yourself out there to get hurt in the end.. I realize you have to put yourself out there to find someone but sometimes it is hard because you want to but you can't.. After you get your hopes up and they are dashed it is hard to rebound and get right back in there..

okay enough about that..

country dancin has been so much fun lately.. Last night Cowboy Jake got me and Britt's numbers and asked us to hang out sometime!!! yay!!! WE were so excited!! We are just a little bit in love with him because he is just a southern gentleman and just the nicest person ever!

My roomie is finally feeling better.. I don't like it when she is sick. it's not fun! She went on a date this week and had a blast.. She has a cute boy who sends her cute texts during the day and wants to take her out again!! yay!! I am so happy for her! :-) She deserves nothing but the best and complete happiness!!

Well I don't know what else to say.. I think I got out everything I have been thinking about!