Do you ever wonder???

Do you ever wonder where you would be if you didn't make the decisions you made? I know I do! I wonder sometimes where I would be if I had made different choices in my life. I wonder where I would be if I had decided to go back to school. I wonder where I would be if I had moved into a different apartment.. I wonder where I would be if I didn't have the friends I do! Because I realize how luck I am!!

I realized that if I hadn't made the decisions I made I wouldn't be who I am today! I realized that I had to go through every one of my struggles and trials to get where I am today! I had to stay home from school get my cousin to move here and then move out, so I could move to the area where I would meet amazing people that have brought me so many life experiences! I wouldn't have had the opportunity to have all nighters in Payson or to go on adventures to the lake and river or go camping and quading and four wheeling! I wouldn't be going to Disneyland next month! I wouldn't have gone to general conference! I wouldn't have gone country every week for months! Running around having a marshmellow fight at a playground!

I love that I have a best friend who understand what I am going through! A best friend that when we met we just instantly clicked and can spend 24/7 together and not be totally annoyed with each other or fighting all the time! We can talk till we fall asleep and wake up and talk till we have to leave for work! We can talk about boys, about the gospel, about what we are going through in our own personal lives. How we feel about whatever is going on in our lives. I love how we can be totally having a blast one second and be totally serious the next. It's amazing and I just love her to death! I wonder sometimes where I would be without her and then I realize I would be lost because she has helped me so much in my life and am so grateful for her!!