Family is the most important..

If your family doesn't have your back than who does??? So life has been pretty crazy and dramatic.. So much drama with the birthmom of my little brother's baby! She started crap on facebook about my brother and I am sorry if you are going to say something that isn't true about him them I am going to say something about that!! That is just not ok with me! My family is my number one priority and if you mess with them I am going to stand up for them! Just don't mess with them!!! I hate seeing my mom cry and hurt! She was hurting a lot because of what was said and we were bullied by her family and that is just not fair. Jordan deserves just as much support and love as she does and we were just showing that by sticking up for him! He is an amazing person who is trying to better his life and make things better for himself! He said so himself the other night that he didn't like the person he was when he came home from boot camp and I feel like he is slowly trying to change and reailze the kind of person he is! I just wish people would give him a chance he has so much potential and it sucks that people don't give him a chance!! It just isn't fair! I believe in him and I believe he wants to change for the better. He is trying to figure his life out which is fantastic!!

I realized the other day that I look forward to being a wife.. and no I am not engaged or even dating anyone for that matter, but I do look forward to getting married and being a wife! I want to have someone to come home to or be home for someone to come home for! I want to cook dinner and do all the lovely things a wife does!! I also extremely hate dating.. I really want to skip the whole dating thing because dating just sucks hard core.. It is no fun.. I hate falling for guys that don't fall back or leave or just aren't around after a certain amount of time.. I just want to get engaged and get married!! wishful thinking I guess.. I just feel like I am trying so hard to be all I can be and to do all that I can! I just super look forward to having a husband and being a wife and having a family someday!!