I hate how life can be hard sometimes and that SATAN makes it that way for us! He knows how to destroy us and it just isn't fair! He takes what I am slacking in and runs with it and makes me feel miserable about myself.. I hate that he does this to me because he has me second guessing myself and who I am as a person and that just isn't right because I do know who I am! I am a DiViNe DaUgHtEr of God! The Savior is my rock and my foundations. I do need to strengthen my relationship with him BUT I do know who I am and what I deserve in this life. It is hard because I get stuck in these little ruts and I don't know how to get out of them, but then it hits me like a rock. I have to turn to my Savior and come unto him to help me with what I am going through. He is the only person who understand truly what we are going through because he has gone through it all for us! He died for me that I can live with my Father in Heaven again!
I had a really nice deep conversation with a good friend of mine and he told me I am awesome and I should never second guess that and I know he is right! I am awesome and amazing and I derserve so much!!
Now I hate that feeling like I am not pretty enough for skinny enough because the world has set this standard that girls have to be super beautiful and super skinny and it just isn't fair! Because guys don't like girls my size. I don't think I am fat by any stretch of the imagination, but I could lose a few pounds to feel really good about myself but I am beautful and someday I will meet someone that is worth it all for me and I will be everything he wants! I know it sucks waiting for that day but I know that it will happen someday! I hate that Satan makes me feel this way about myself as well. He knows how to tear me down, but I won't let him anymore!! I am strong!!
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