Just done waiting... time to move on

I don't think it is very fair to have to be the one that has to initiate everything. I don't think that it is fair that I have to be the one to text him everytime. Why can't he text me every now and then. I guess I should be happy that he is even texting me back at all, but still! I guess I want to be chased after too. It's only fair! I get it guys are dumb as my mom always tells me and I should probably get use to it, but I guess call me old fashion I want someone to want to talk to me. That when they wake up or go to bed they want to text me good morning and good night. I am sure I am asking way to much as usual but I know that I get that way when I want to talk to someone. I am seriously just over putting myself out there and talking to guys and getting shut down. It's not fun. It's all just over rated. I'm over it. I am done!