Being the best I can be..

I need to work on being the best person I can be! I know I have been slacking a lot lately and I need to stop that. I want to be a better! I know this is bad, but it has been weeks since I last read my scriptures. I need to be better at reading and studying the words of God. I want to grow closer to him more and more each day. I love him so much and couldn't imagine my life without him influencing it. I need to turn to him in prayer more often than I do. I pray a lot but I need to have a prayer constintantly in my heart!

So last Friday night my good friend Rusty got in a motorcycle accident. I watched it happen. It was very scary, but Brittany and I held it together very well. We got everything situated after the accident with the police and then we went tot he hospital to be with Rusty because his parents live in Hawaii and no one else knew what had happened to we wanted to be with him so he wasnt alone. We got to the hospital and waited till we could see him. They finally let us back there and we got to see him!! Like we were talking to him and he was joking around with us and blaming us for what happend. Like is it was funny! Then they told us they were going to admit him into the ICU. and then I was like ok the ICU.. That's a pretty big deal. So we followed him up there as well. They cleaned him up and let us in. He had a bleed in his brain and they needed to watch him closely. We hung out with him in there until his Aunt and Uncle showed up. They gave him a priesthood blessing and we left! The next day I had to work so I went to work. Brittany kept me updating with what was going on. So by like 12 she had told me he had to have surgery. I was like ok that's pretty big deal. So I told her we would figure out what is going on when I got off. I got off. We went to buy him a teddy bear. Then we went to the hospital to see him after the surgery.. His whole family was there and it was a little awkward. WE got to see him for like a couple minutes.. he was super out of it. He told us he would call us tomorrow.. Me and Brittany just laughed as we left the room. We felt a little bad because his family was kind of sad. Some were crying, but I mean we had seen him at his worst so that was nothing to us! Then I didn't see him for a couple of days but everything was good. The surgery went well and all was good. We went and saw him on Tuesday night and he was crackin jokes with us and making us laugh like hard core! It was so fun to see Rusty back again.. Then we went and hung out with him and his family the other night. They were so greatful for us. His parents hugged us and told us Thanks for being there with him.. We were like of course.. His Mom told me thanks for talking to her the night of the accident. I was like of course. To say the least please wear a helmet!! And I am glad he is doing fantastic!!! :-)

So I am dating someone.. He is pretty amazing!