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oh my gosh i am so thankful to have such amazing parents!!! i guess i never really understood how much i relied on talking to my mom everyday until she was unreachable over the weekend.. it was really hard, but i finally got over it.. i talked to my dad like 3 times on saturday!! He tried his best to cheer me up and it worked.. it is so nice to have a dad tell you that someday you will find someone and you are cute and have a great personality and someone is out there for you. okay so v-day was a horrible day for.. i cried like all day.. untill i talked to my mom and then i was good. thats when my dad tried to cheer me up.. i wasn't necessarily sad becausei didnt have a valentine but because i just felt so alone.. i had no one.. my roommates and their boyfriends ignored me all weekend and it really make me sad and alone. i mean obviously i am a big girl but at the same time i don't like being ignored. especially when they are at your apartment all weekend long.. that is when i t makes me very upset. i was talking to molly about it and brandon which is michelles boyfriend didnt say one word to me until molly got home and asked if she was from phoenix and i was like actually i am the one from phoenix and i am actually from mesa.. he was like really?? i was like yeah. i got back in my room and molly was like is he seriouslyn just now asking you where you are from.. i was like yeah.. she was like wow.. i was like that was how is was all weekend long.. she is like sorry kay-kay.. im like its okay.. she feels bad for leaving mebut i don't want her too.. she is sick so i am hoping i don't get sick.. i am drinking lots of calcium and vitamin c so i can stay healthy and washing my hands and such.. i do not want to get sick.. not at all.. but anyways.. pretty much a horrible weekend.. but its all better now that molly is home and i have a friend in the apartment.. although i am enjoying talking to ashley these days.. she is a great girl.. she talks like she is an older person. she always says, "haven't the foggiest".. and it cracks me up everytime.. haha i love it!! i hope i pick up on that line... mollys family says she is crazier then she left and apparently thats my fault.. oh well. and ashley said i was just not myself over the weekend and i said i know i just didn't know who to be crazy with.. they were like ya i know... oh well more later..