Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Father's Blessings
I am so thankful for a dad who honors his priesthood, so I can have a Father's blessings. Blessing always seem to help me in so many ways. My Father in Heaven always knows what to tell me and let me know he cares! I know he does and its nice to hear from time to time! I do have a loving Father in Heaven and I am a Daughter of God! I know that with every fiber of my being, sometimes I just forget. I am still taking one day at a time. I lasted all day without texting or talking to the guy so thats a start right?? I mean I am strong enough and he is not worth my tears! I am done crying over him and and am ready to start moving onto better and greater things in my life! I am blessed, I may not be happy right now all the time, but I am blessed! I am so lucky to have everything I have! I am ready to figure out who I am and what I truely want out of this life! I am who I am and no one is going to change me. You can either take it or leave it!
Monday, January 9, 2012
Ringing in the New Year!
Well remember that boy I was telling you about in my last blog post? Well let's just say we are no longer dating. He wants to see where things go with his ex and he told me he had to try again and if he didn't he would just regret it. So I told him, fine. Good luck with life, and I wish you the best! Because I really do wish him the best, I hope he gets everything out of life that he wants.
So that just leaves me heart broken and all alone. Well ok, so I am not alone. I have an amazing family that supports me through everything, so I decided it is time for me to just work on me! I want to work on being temple worthy and finding a righteous man to take me to the temple! I do know that I want to get married there and have a forever family! I know I deserve much better then the guy I was dating and my mom told me so too, but it doesn't make it any easier and life just hasn't been easy lately and I know life isn't meant to be easy, but sometimes I wish it was.
I just feel so lost and all alone. Is that crazy?? To feel so lost even though you are surrounded by so many people who love you and support you?!? Because to be perfectly honest that is exactly how I feel!
I am run down from everything. I hate feeling this way, I almost want a change of scenery. Like move somewhere new and see where life takes me, but I know that is not possible. I just know that I am going to meet the most amazing man and he is going to be the most geniuine and loving man a girl could ask for. I know he is waiting for me somewhere, or maybe I am waiting for him, you just never know but I know he is out there somewhere. I know that I have to put my complete trust and faith in God and His son Jesus Christ. I know that it is all in his time, but it is hard sometimes waiting and trusting in Him. It shouldn't be though right?? I mean he is my Heavnely Father, how could I not trust him 100%??
I plan on working on me this year, drawing closer to my Heavenly Father and my Savior Jesus Christ! I know that with them anything is possible! I do believe in that! I want to meet new people and make new friends! I want to be a better person everyday! I want to be happy. I want to be active. I want to join a gym! I want to be a better version of myself! I want to live up to my potential, because I have so much potential! I want to figure out who Kaylie really is?? So these are my goals this year!! Stay tuned to see how my goals are working out for me!!
So that just leaves me heart broken and all alone. Well ok, so I am not alone. I have an amazing family that supports me through everything, so I decided it is time for me to just work on me! I want to work on being temple worthy and finding a righteous man to take me to the temple! I do know that I want to get married there and have a forever family! I know I deserve much better then the guy I was dating and my mom told me so too, but it doesn't make it any easier and life just hasn't been easy lately and I know life isn't meant to be easy, but sometimes I wish it was.
I just feel so lost and all alone. Is that crazy?? To feel so lost even though you are surrounded by so many people who love you and support you?!? Because to be perfectly honest that is exactly how I feel!
I am run down from everything. I hate feeling this way, I almost want a change of scenery. Like move somewhere new and see where life takes me, but I know that is not possible. I just know that I am going to meet the most amazing man and he is going to be the most geniuine and loving man a girl could ask for. I know he is waiting for me somewhere, or maybe I am waiting for him, you just never know but I know he is out there somewhere. I know that I have to put my complete trust and faith in God and His son Jesus Christ. I know that it is all in his time, but it is hard sometimes waiting and trusting in Him. It shouldn't be though right?? I mean he is my Heavnely Father, how could I not trust him 100%??
I plan on working on me this year, drawing closer to my Heavenly Father and my Savior Jesus Christ! I know that with them anything is possible! I do believe in that! I want to meet new people and make new friends! I want to be a better person everyday! I want to be happy. I want to be active. I want to join a gym! I want to be a better version of myself! I want to live up to my potential, because I have so much potential! I want to figure out who Kaylie really is?? So these are my goals this year!! Stay tuned to see how my goals are working out for me!!
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